Context

1. Putting myself out there

Retard NEET loser trying to be more than that. Cringelord, edgelord, lordlord, whatever, but at least sincere. Opposed to whatever you consider good and rightous; contrarian, basement dweller, and nerd in the original sense. At times otaku, always terminally online. /g/entooman, waifuist (Kotori from Rewrite), wanna-be low-level programmer with a desire to understand technology from ground up, profoundly incompetent, doesn't know shit about what he talks about, does so anyway. Probably impudent weirdo; uneducated too. Besides interested in early human history, bronze age mostly, languages, and sometimes electronics, although I tend to neglect those interests more than I like to admit.

I'm very impulsive and have zero self-control which results in me starting a new, very big project every week and never coming close to finishing it. This is not an excuse – not that anybody would care about my projects – just an explanation for those wondering. This also applies to this website, as I start some new page that I want to do big research on, and then stop after two paragraphs, hence don't be surprised when you see half of the pages here being in neverending WIP or my graveyard of unfinished projects.

2. Contact information

Here is my email:

If you're so inclined, you can encrypt your message via PGP. (This is a new PGP key as of 2026-07-03. Due to retardation I don't have access to the old key anymore, so just encrypt your mails with this one).

3. Other than here

3.1. Code hosting

Main ones:

https://github.com/kotorifan
https://g.eternal-monologue.net (currently broken)

Barely using those:

3.2. IRC

My nick is "kotorifan" on both libera.chat and Rizon, seldom you can see me elsewhere, but even then under the same nick. I'm not very active these days, if at all, so the best way to reach me is email.

3.3. Matrix

Every once in a while I log on in my Matrix account. Beware that it might take a while until I see your message, as such I prefer Email over this:

@kotorifan:matrix.org

3.4. Other

This website's text files (Emacs Org mode files) are mirrored on gitgud.io, because it is seemingly the only git host that doesn't censor me for speaking my mind and using the language that I want. I would be very thankful if you suggest another git host that I can use for my files! Self-hosting and backups on my own hardware are all good and all, but I want my website to become uncensorable and just be spread wide over the Internet, so it's not depending on myself. Mirroring is greatly appreciated and you can use this whatever you want. Feel free to copy however you want. https://gitgud.io/kotorifan/eternal-monologue.net-text-files