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Putting myself out there

Retard NEET loser trying to be more than that. Living in a small provincial town in Bavaria. Not doing much of anything most of the time, as I'm a lazy fuck and don't do much most of my time. Trying to get by with whatever I'm currently doing. I like computers, as I feel understood by them. There is something profoundly interesting about them, and I try to understand them from ground up, with a lot still to understand, as I never received any formal education in anything beyond middle school. Interested mostly in low level programming and anything close to the hardware. I've been trying to write an operating system for the time being, now for a full year doing so, with little to no results to show for, due to many rewrites of the same thing and ideas that I wanted the project to become, but I won't give up lest there is a good reason to do so. I suppose you could call me a nerd in the original sense, but I don't like identifying with any groups or having some identity (as elaborated on this website), so that's rather a side note. Sometimes I watch anime, but, likewise, I wouldn't call myself an otaku, because people expect certain things from you if you do, and I don't like being restrained like that. There are weeks where I don't program anything or watch any anime and I don't want to force myself to do so just because of some made-up identity. Other than those two things, I take interest in imageboards and their history (although, again, I also see them skeptically in some regards); in bronze age history, in particular mesopotamia, such as the Sumerians and other cultures of that time; sometimes I take interest in philosophy and languages, although I'm not particularly well read on those topics, it does interest me from time to time. I'm, unlike most Hikkis, probably, not a lone wolf type and enjoy the company of others if I like them and I can talk to them about the things that interest me.

This website, in spite of the many jokes therein, is still meant as a sincere expression of myself and is supposed to be all about the things that I'm about. It is public, but I write for myself and don't censor my thoughts to appease anyone. There is no "image" this website is supposed to represent, it's just some random guy with a computer.

I'm very impulsive and have zero self-control which results in me starting a new, very big project every week and never coming close to finishing it. This is not an excuse – not that anybody would care about my projects – just an explanation for those wondering. This also applies to this website, as I start some new page that I want to do big research on, and then stop after two paragraphs, hence don't be surprised when you see half of the pages here being in neverending WIP or my graveyard of unfinished projects.

Contact information

Here is my email:

If you're so inclined, you can encrypt your message via PGP. (This is a new PGP key as of 2026-07-03. Due to retardation I don't have access to the old key anymore, so just encrypt your mails with this one).

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The key should be on the MIT key server and the Ubuntu key server and all the key servers to where those servers distribute the keys to:

B995CE2D509DA8D094C2E497C1A28C3E89F30696

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